Hey all!

So I wanted to ask if you guys had any books that you've read that really changed the way you look at things. Or you just fell in love with it and thats always something that you go back to. Books are often the easiest way to lose yourself and forget about whats bothering you so I want to challenge you to find that one book that lets you just fall away into your own world(:

If you don't like reading, then do this same thing with a song or something similar(: it really gets you thinkig and helps you to realize a lot about yourself(: just think about it alright?(:

Challenge accepted?(:
~Sammy(:

Oh my gosh.. Too Long!!

I just realized that it's been a good three months since I've been on here. I'm not going to make any excuses but it's really been hard for me to do much of anything lately. I'm back at school and constantly on baby duty for my older sister's child. That alone is the BEST form of birth control that I have ever even heard of. I was already iffy on kids but watching my niece just solidified that big ball of "NOPE" for me. I apparently really really do not like kids..

I really didn't realize what an impact that this made on me though. Even after I left for a bit I was thinking about what I could do for people and going out of my way for others. That realization made me really happy like you have no idea haha. But I do need to come back for that extra "oomf" that this gives me(:

Oh and this is something that I wanted to share because it makes me really happy and I just really wanted to share it with someone haha. I won't be offended if you skip this paragraph either(: I have a boyfriend :D we started dating September 1st(: He is really one of my main sources of motivation for anything I do. He fully supports me like a lot of others seem not to, but its for all the right reasons. If it's going to make me happier then he'll support me as much as he can. Also that I'll always have him if I doubt myself or anything like that. He's pretty much this insanely sweet, caring, attractive (of course I had to add that at least once hehe) gentleman. 

And in upcoming news, homecoming is soon and I have a dress that makes me feel sooo beautiful(: I think the reason that I'm freaking out about this dress so much is that I never really find dresses attractive on myself. For about 7 years I completely swore off dresses too. That's how bad it got. Now the only thing that I have to worry about is if I'll still be able to go at all ._. That thought of not going after all this worries me..

Well I'm going to head off for now(: but I'll be back because I really did miss this place! I love you all haha(: Thank you for taking the time to read this and I hope you all have fantastic amazingly wonderful days!! Even though it is Monday...

Later
~Sammy(:

I went AWOL..

I'm sorry everyone. I got sidetracked with baby duty (my niece), friends, family, and school (I'm still upset about that) I'm guessing some of you are already back in school. To you I say, I'm sorry. I don't start until the 28th.

Now all I can say for my long absence is please don't hate me.. Everytime I would think about posting, something else came up. With school coming back things will actually become a schedule again so I can post regularly for once haha (:

How was/are you're guys' summers? Mine has been fairly good. I wanna hear from you again! I love you all!! :D

I'll be back! I promise (:
~Sammy(:

Getting Hurt

Alright. This subject is one that some may say I'm an expert in. Getting hurt emotionally or physically is never fun. It sucks alot but it is a neccesary evil so that we learn and become stronger. Now comes the part where I give you advice that you've already heard but I really NEED you guys to follow this advice.

1. Find someone that you can vent to.
It helps majorly. I'm here if you need me.

2. Find someone to get advice from.
Once again a major helper. Once again I'm here.

3. Never keep everything bottled up until it becomes too much and you break down.
Its even worse than it sounds. Trust me.

4. Never talk to the person you're angry with when you're still angry.
Talk to them once you've calmed down a bit. Tell them thats what you're doing too.

5. Let it out.
I don't care what anyone else says. If you need to cry, then cry. If you need to yell, then find a pillow and yell it out. If you need to punch, take that handy pillow and punch until the feathers go flying.

We all need to take this advice because it will help SO much. Please do it.

Love you guys!
~Sammy(:

I'm Back!

Hey all! I've been gone for a while I know!! I'm back though(: So here's what's happened to me lately:
Got hit by a firework, Consoled many heartbroken friends, gotten awkward tan lines, and made new friends. That's just in July too. I'm really out a lot this summer and when I'm home I have time to eat and sleep then I'm out and about again. What have your summers been like? I hope they're fun! That's the most important thing is having fun(:

I have some pictures for you! They come from HpLyrikz. Some of you may know him and if you don't, check out his tumblr. It's amazing!!

Hope you like the pictures! I'm off to do something for my parents. I'll be back later! Love you all!

~Sammy(:

Summer Stuff

Hey guys! Sorry I'm late on the post. So in my last post I asked what you guys were doing this summer and I got some emails filled with fun stuff. Just thought I would share them with you all haha :) Don't worry I've already asked the people so they know I'm saying it but there won't be any names anyways.
This is going to just be in a list form since that's easiest to read :P
Biking/dirt biking/motorcycling
Water gun fights :P (One of my favorites)
Going to the movies
Hanging out with friends (Classic)
Camping
Water balloon fights
Parties :)
And a lot more but I don't want to drone on, these were the main things that people said to me. I know there's a lot more and if you want you can tell me because there may be similar posts to this later on haha :) Anyways! I hope you guys have a good day and have a fantastic summer! I'll be blogging here and there during the summer so look out for those posts ;)
Love you all!
~Sammy:)

First Summer Post

Woohoo! I'm on Summer break! Too bad I can't do anything right now :\ My hand started swelling and now my parents won't let me go anywhere until it goes down. Woohoo...

So in the last few weeks of school I started thinking.. I want to know your guys' plans for this summer. What are all you lovely people doing? I have no clue so I may steal ideas from you all ;) just saying! So comment or email me here to tell me! I'll make a post (no names) that says all the stuff everyone plans on doing. That will probably be on Tuesday. 

I'm using songs today because I want to and because I haven't in a while :P There's 2 songs so it's not a whole lot haha :)

Haha yea I know those are boy bands, but they're good songs!

Love y'all!

~Sammy:)